Sorry I haven’t posted sooner… it’s been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO busy these past few days.
I am doing fine. In fact, I had the most amazing experience of my life last Friday (two days after my hospital experience) that has changed my life hopefully forever. To make a long story short, it was during a powerful hypnosis session… I confronted my ‘dark’ side (and boy was it dark) and released it.
I’ll explain it all later… on my way out the door yet again!
Wednesday (not Thursday, as I’d originally posted!) of this week, I was admitted to the emergency room with the highest blood pressure that at least one nurse had ever seen. They wouldn’t even let me out of bed to go to the bathroom, at first. I could have had a stroke, and the high BP was affecting the vision in one of my eyes.
More on this story later… I’m running out the door, but I’ll be back to give more details!
by Rian on March 22, 2010
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Ever since making the decision to go back to Vegetarianism, I have felt 100% better! I didn’t realize how much it had been bothering my conscience to eat turkey and chicken.
In case anyone was wondering, these are the main reasons I decided to go back to being a Veg:
- Digestions and elimination. When I’m a vegetarian, I ‘go’ anywhere from 2-4 times per day. But during the weeks I was eating meat again, I would go once a day – if that! Unacceptable and unhealthy in my eyes. It didn’t matter how much fiber and fruit I ate, too. I even drank coffee on some mornings to make sure I ‘went’.
- One thing that set everything in motion was when I was preparing to cook a turkey breast the other day. The raw meat completely and utterly grossed me out. It was discolored and felt awful. I couldn’t bring myself to cook it.
- My conscience. I still care about animals, animal rights and still think slaughterhouses are beyond cruel!
- I want that ‘inner spark’ back. It’s been missing since I began eating meat again. They say vegetarians vibrate at a higher level, and I believe it based on my experience.
There are more reasons but that’s the gist of it.
Yesterday was my first day back on Veg. I ate fruit, veggies, pasta, beans, rice and yogurt. Already I feel almost back to my old self! Lately I’ve been feeling sluggish, kind of depressed, and just plain blahhhhh. I’ve also had a terrible migraine headache plaguing me off and on for over a week. As I type this, however, it’s gone. I hope it stays gone!
So, onto nutrition: I know I need to pay close attention to the nutrients that I wasn’t getting enough of before. I’ve decided to eat a vegetarian diet, but eat salmon once a month if I feel I need it. I’m going to take supplements of B12, Selenium, Iron, Calcium and Zinc. And I bought a container of pure vegan rice protein mix yesterday, which is 12 grams of protein straight from brown rice.
by Rian on March 20, 2010
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I’ve decided to go back to being a vegetarian.
I doubt anyone is surprised at this point. I change my mind so often that it’s quite silly!
I’m just going to focus on getting more protein this time around. I will get it in the form of fake meat, rice and beans, whole wheat sprouted pasta, nuts/seeds, and yogurt. And other forms of protein that some of you guys suggested.
by Rian on March 20, 2010
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Happy Spring!
Of course, it’s snowing out and I’m pretty much stuck indoors today.
I did well on the Paleo type of diet on Thursday, but I decided not to stick with it. Truth be told I just see no real reason to give up my grains altogether! I don’t seem to have problems with them (so long as I don’t overeat on them), so I see no reason to give them up. Plus, I am not always up for eating meat every day. Some days I have no desire for it. So, since the Paleo way of life focuses mostly on meat, it’s probably not a good fit for me. I still have it in my mind’s eye that I’ll go back to being a vegetarian someday.
Anyway, I’ve been under the weather for the past day or so. I have no idea why, but my body is aching. Not like a flu or cold ache, but just an ache. It’s been that way for the past couple of days and I’m not sure why!
So, I’ve decided to experiment with the Paleo Diet today. I discovered that I already have been pretty much eating the Paleo way except that I add in grains and a little dairy. So today I’m going to cut out grains and only have Greek Yogurt with my lunch. I’m curious to see if this way of eating will be easy, or if I’ll crave grains.
So far today I’ve had only fruit – bananas and some pineapple. (Edit: I’m still hungry after having 2 bananas and some pineapple, so I’m going to have some eggbeaters!) For lunch I’ll have Greek yogurt, an apple, some raw veggies (carrots and celery) and a turkey cutlet. Dinner will be veggies, another apple or maybe an orange, blueberries and chicken. Snacks will be carrots and celery.
I’ll update more later and report on whether or not I was able to stick to the plan and how I felt on it!
I am still surprised to be even thinking about doing a Paleo type of plan. Three months ago I wouldn’t even think of it, let alone experiment. My how times change…
Happy Saint Patrick’s Day to all who celebrate it! I’m like 60% Irish but I’ll be staying sober tonight.
Ever since I began eating meat (poultry) again, I swear my body is craving it more and more. I’ve been having turkey and/or chicken nearly every day and really, really enjoying it! I’ve even been having it for both lunch and dinner on some days.
If that isn’t ‘eating intuitively’, I don’t know what is, to be honest. I’ve especially been craving turkey, which I found out recently has a LOT of protein in it. One turkey breast alone is over 100 grams! Wow. I’ve switched from turkey breasts to turkey breast cutlets though to keep portions smaller, plus the thin-sliced cutlets are a lot easier and faster to cook.
So my diet has been mostly consisting of plenty of lean protein, fruit, veggies and a little grains and fat free dairy (mostly fat free Greek yogurt and fat free cream cheese). If I cut out the dairy and grains, I’d officially be on a Paleo diet plan. But I have no desire to do so at this present time. I still don’t know how long I’ll be eating meat anyway, I may go off it again at some point down the line.
I wonder how fast I’d lose weight, though, if I only ate very ‘clean’ – all lean meat, protein, and fruits and veggies? I’d probably start losing weight a lot more quickly. It’s worth thinking about…
Believe it or not I’m a little sad to not be a vegetarian anymore. I still believe in all the causes and still love animals more than I like many humans. I still donate to the ASPCA and many other causes. Somehow I got signed up for tons of animal charities and get probably 15 or more donation requests in the mail each week (not counting the food and homeless donation ones). Sheesh. You donate to one darn place and suddenly are on the mailing list for hundreds of others! The animal ones keep sending me cool things though, like cute address labels, magnets and even a blanket.
Anyway as usual I’m rambling on and on here. So far I’ve only had about 500 calories (fruit, a bagel, carrots and celery and some turkey), and it’s already 4:30pm. But I got up really late today. I’ll likely not have dinner until 9pm or so.
Proof that I’ve been sitting in front of the computer wayyy too long today: I’m sitting here giggling maniacally over the Marky Mark pics I posted a while ago on the skinny website.
(Not in a mean way because oddly enough even with the weight gain, I think he’s still hot!)
Today’s food intake hasn’t been very impressive. It’s already 8:20pm and I’m only up to 575 calories. Oops. It’s all been mostly healthy stuff although I didn’t really stick to my meal plan for the day. So far I’ve had bananas, half a yogurt, a turkey cutlet, some grape tomatoes and a bagel thin with fat free cream cheese.
Time to get dinner started!
Later Update: I’m up to 1250 calories altogether for the day.
I was absolutely exhausted this morning! My “get up at a decent hour” trick didn’t work like it usually does. Usually if I know I’m going to be tired in the morning but want to make sure I get up at a particular hour, I’ll set my phone alarm for one hour before I want to get up, and put a caffeine pill and glass of water next to my bed. When the alarm goes off, I immediately take the pill and set the alarm for one hour later. Usually I will stay awake from that point on but enjoy around 30 minutes lying in bed daydreaming and/or meditating. (By the way, I don’t do this very often, just on days I know I’ll need to get up earlier than usual).
This morning it didn’t quite happen that way. I took the pill, ended up falling back to sleep, had vivid dreams and slept an additional 2 hours. Sheesh. Oh well.
It’s a totally gorgeous day out today and I intend to get outside at some point, but so far I’ve been chained to my computer working.
I have today’s menu all planned out and so far I’ve stuck to it: fruit for breakfast and snack, soup, yogurt and an apple for lunch, and lean protein, veggies and more fruit for dinner. Seems reasonably healthy and low-cal.
Well, I ate around 1700 calories today and worked out on my stationary bike for 45 minutes, plus did resistance band arm exercises.
It looks like my appetite has returned!