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March 2010

Super Duper Quick Update

by Rian on March 30, 2010 · 6 comments

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Sorry I haven’t posted sooner… it’s been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO busy these past few days.

I am doing fine. In fact, I had the most amazing experience of my life last Friday (two days after my hospital experience) that has changed my life hopefully forever. To make a long story short, it was during a powerful hypnosis session… I confronted my ‘dark’ side (and boy was it dark) and released it.

I’ll explain it all later… on my way out the door yet again! :)

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Wednesday (not Thursday, as I’d originally posted!) of this week, I was admitted to the emergency room with the highest blood pressure that at least one nurse had ever seen. They wouldn’t even let me out of bed to go to the bathroom, at first. I could have had a stroke, and the high BP was affecting the vision in one of my eyes.

More on this story later… I’m running out the door, but I’ll be back to give more details!

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Feeling Better

by Rian on March 22, 2010

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Ever since making the decision to go back to Vegetarianism, I have felt 100% better! I didn’t realize how much it had been bothering my conscience to eat turkey and chicken.

In case anyone was wondering, these are the main reasons I decided to go back to being a Veg:

  • Digestions and elimination. When I’m a vegetarian, I ‘go’ anywhere from 2-4 times per day. But during the weeks I was eating meat again, I would go once a day – if that! Unacceptable and unhealthy in my eyes. It didn’t matter how much fiber and fruit I ate, too. I even drank coffee on some mornings to make sure I ‘went’.
  • One thing that set everything in motion was when I was preparing to cook a turkey breast the other day. The raw meat completely and utterly grossed me out. It was discolored and felt awful. I couldn’t bring myself to cook it.
  • My conscience. I still care about animals, animal rights and still think slaughterhouses are beyond cruel!
  • I want that ‘inner spark’ back. It’s been missing since I began eating meat again. They say vegetarians vibrate at a higher level, and I believe it based on my experience.

There are more reasons but that’s the gist of it.

Yesterday was my first day back on Veg. I ate fruit, veggies, pasta, beans, rice and yogurt. Already I feel almost back to my old self! Lately I’ve been feeling sluggish, kind of depressed, and just plain blahhhhh. I’ve also had a terrible migraine headache plaguing me off and on for over a week. As I type this, however, it’s gone. I hope it stays gone!

So, onto nutrition: I know I need to pay close attention to the nutrients that I wasn’t getting enough of before. I’ve decided to eat a vegetarian diet, but eat salmon once a month if I feel I need it. I’m going to take supplements of B12, Selenium, Iron, Calcium and Zinc. And I bought a container of pure vegan rice protein mix yesterday, which is 12 grams of protein straight from brown rice.

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Going Vegetarian Again

by Rian on March 20, 2010

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I’ve decided to go back to being a vegetarian.

I doubt anyone is surprised at this point. I change my mind so often that it’s quite silly!

I’m just going to focus on getting more protein this time around. I will get it in the form of fake meat, rice and beans, whole wheat sprouted pasta, nuts/seeds, and yogurt. And other forms of protein that some of you guys suggested. :)

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Quick Saturday Update

by Rian on March 20, 2010

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Happy Spring!

Of course, it’s snowing out and I’m pretty much stuck indoors today.

I did well on the Paleo type of diet on Thursday, but I decided not to stick with it. Truth be told I just see no real reason to give up my grains altogether! I don’t seem to have problems with them (so long as I don’t overeat on them), so I see no reason to give them up. Plus, I am not always up for eating meat every day. Some days I have no desire for it. So, since the Paleo way of life focuses mostly on meat, it’s probably not a good fit for me. I still have it in my mind’s eye that I’ll go back to being a vegetarian someday.

Anyway, I’ve been under the weather for the past day or so. I have no idea why, but my body is aching. Not like a flu or cold ache, but just an ache. It’s been that way for the past couple of days and I’m not sure why!

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Experimenting With The Paleo Diet

by Rian on March 18, 2010

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So, I’ve decided to experiment with the Paleo Diet today. I discovered that I already have been pretty much eating the Paleo way except that I add in grains and a little dairy. So today I’m going to cut out grains and only have Greek Yogurt with my lunch. I’m curious to see if this way of eating will be easy, or if I’ll crave grains.

So far today I’ve had only fruit – bananas and some pineapple. (Edit: I’m still hungry after having 2 bananas and some pineapple, so I’m going to have some eggbeaters!) For lunch I’ll have Greek yogurt, an apple, some raw veggies (carrots and celery) and a turkey cutlet. Dinner will be veggies, another apple or maybe an orange, blueberries and chicken. Snacks will be carrots and celery.

I’ll update more later and report on whether or not I was able to stick to the plan and how I felt on it!

I am still surprised to be even thinking about doing a Paleo type of plan. Three months ago I wouldn’t even think of it, let alone experiment. My how times change…

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Wednesday Update

by Rian on March 17, 2010 · 1 comment

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Happy Saint Patrick’s Day to all who celebrate it! I’m like 60% Irish but I’ll be staying sober tonight.

Ever since I began eating meat (poultry) again, I swear my body is craving it more and more. I’ve been having turkey and/or chicken nearly every day and really, really enjoying it! I’ve even been having it for both lunch and dinner on some days.

If that isn’t ‘eating intuitively’, I don’t know what is, to be honest. I’ve especially been craving turkey, which I found out recently has a LOT of protein in it. One turkey breast alone is over 100 grams! Wow. I’ve switched from turkey breasts to turkey breast cutlets though to keep portions smaller, plus the thin-sliced cutlets are a lot easier and faster to cook.

So my diet has been mostly consisting of plenty of lean protein, fruit, veggies and a little grains and fat free dairy (mostly fat free Greek yogurt and fat free cream cheese). If I cut out the dairy and grains, I’d officially be on a Paleo diet plan. But I have no desire to do so at this present time. I still don’t know how long I’ll be eating meat anyway, I may go off it again at some point down the line.

I wonder how fast I’d lose weight, though, if I only ate very ‘clean’ – all lean meat, protein, and fruits and veggies? I’d probably start losing weight a lot more quickly. It’s worth thinking about… :)

Believe it or not I’m a little sad to not be a vegetarian anymore. I still believe in all the causes and still love animals more than I like many humans. I still donate to the ASPCA and many other causes. Somehow I got signed up for tons of animal charities and get probably 15 or more donation requests in the mail each week (not counting the food and homeless donation ones). Sheesh. You donate to one darn place and suddenly are on the mailing list for hundreds of others! The animal ones keep sending me cool things though, like cute address labels, magnets and even a blanket.

Anyway as usual I’m rambling on and on here. So far I’ve only had about 500 calories (fruit, a bagel, carrots and celery and some turkey), and it’s already 4:30pm. But I got up really late today. I’ll likely not have dinner until 9pm or so.

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Monday Evening Update

by Rian on March 15, 2010

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Proof that I’ve been sitting in front of the computer wayyy too long today: I’m sitting here giggling maniacally over the Marky Mark pics I posted a while ago on the skinny website. (Not in a mean way because oddly enough even with the weight gain, I think he’s still hot!)

Today’s food intake hasn’t been very impressive. It’s already 8:20pm and I’m only up to 575 calories. Oops. It’s all been mostly healthy stuff although I didn’t really stick to my meal plan for the day. So far I’ve had bananas, half a yogurt, a turkey cutlet, some grape tomatoes and a bagel thin with fat free cream cheese.

Time to get dinner started!


Later Update: I’m up to 1250 calories altogether for the day.

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Monday Update

by Rian on March 15, 2010

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I was absolutely exhausted this morning! My “get up at a decent hour” trick didn’t work like it usually does. Usually if I know I’m going to be tired in the morning but want to make sure I get up at a particular hour, I’ll set my phone alarm for one hour before I want to get up, and put a caffeine pill and glass of water next to my bed. When the alarm goes off, I immediately take the pill and set the alarm for one hour later. Usually I will stay awake from that point on but enjoy around 30 minutes lying in bed daydreaming and/or meditating. (By the way, I don’t do this very often, just on days I know I’ll need to get up earlier than usual).

This morning it didn’t quite happen that way. I took the pill, ended up falling back to sleep, had vivid dreams and slept an additional 2 hours. Sheesh. Oh well.

It’s a totally gorgeous day out today and I intend to get outside at some point, but so far I’ve been chained to my computer working.

I have today’s menu all planned out and so far I’ve stuck to it: fruit for breakfast and snack, soup, yogurt and an apple for lunch, and lean protein, veggies and more fruit for dinner. Seems reasonably healthy and low-cal.

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Late Sunday Night Update

by Rian on March 14, 2010 · 2 comments

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Well, I ate around 1700 calories today and worked out on my stationary bike for 45 minutes, plus did resistance band arm exercises.

It looks like my appetite has returned!

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Sunday Evening Update

March 14, 2010

I woke up super, super late today. I slept 12 hours in all… I guess I needed the sleep or something! I was also exactly 1 pound down on the scale from yesterday (which means an additional .6 pounds, since I’d gone up .4 yesterday). I hope the loss keeps going.
Today’s eating [...]

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Saturday Night Update

March 13, 2010

I ate well over 1200 calories today. As posted on the ‘What Did You Eat Today?’ thread on the Skinny forum, here was my intake for today:
B: 3 small bananas, half a pear (310)
L: 3 small bananas (270)
S: bagel with fat free cream cheese (170)
D: 1 cup raspberries, 1 banana, a serving of steamed [...]

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Saturday Morning Update

March 13, 2010

I’m sitting here drinking a cup of coffee for the first time in many, many months! I decided to make some coffee this morning and I forgot what a nice legal ‘kick’ it gives you.
So in order to kind of ‘get things moving’ (which is also one reason I’m drinking coffee) and also [...]

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Friday Update & Another Long Spiel

March 12, 2010

TGIF!
Today has been a pretty crappy day all around.
First off, my sister’s puppy’s skin/fur condition has gotten a lot worse, so we had to take her to the vet’s again this afternoon. They said it takes several months to clear up the condition. The poor sweetheart. My sister has been [...]

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Thursday Night Rambling Update

March 11, 2010

(I really need to come up with better post titles already!)
So, I went and saw my psychologist today. I found out there is an eating disorders group that meets just down the hall (or sometimes right there IN the hallway by the elevator for whatever reason). I had kind of suspected it [...]

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Turning Comments Off Due To Spam

March 11, 2010

Hey guys, I have to turn comments off on here again because for some reason this blog is getting attacked with massive amounts of spam. I’m not sure what is causing it or anything and the only way to deal with it for now is to turn off commenting.

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An Old Photo of Me & Update

March 9, 2010

I found an old picture of me from August 2002 when I was in New York City… I was 5′5 and somewhere between 125-130. One reason I’m posting it is to show the general weight range that I’m planning to get down to. Well, I’m actually shooting for around 120, but if I [...]

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Quick Monday Update

March 8, 2010

Just a quick update…

I was down another .8 pounds on the scale this morning.
Had a lot of trouble sleeping last night for some reason and I’m beyond exhausted today. I’m taking the day off from exercising.
My therapist today told me I am looking much better overall. She saw me one week ago [...]

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Quick Sunday Update

March 7, 2010

Looks like I’m back to daily weighing for the time being! I’m down another half pound on the scale today. Considering how much sodium I consumed yesterday plus how hard I pushed my muscles, I’m surprised I’m down at all! Usually when I really push my muscles, the scale goes up [...]

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Wow!

March 7, 2010

It’s 2am on Sunday morning and I’m still up! (But going to bed after posting this).
Ever since my dental work on Thursday, I have been feeling so much better in every way! It is definitely not my imagination… I mean, I had wondered if it would make a difference to take out the [...]

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