I just made it home a while ago…
In regards to my diet, I did fine (great) on Wed, Thurs and Friday. But it was Saturday and today that I screwed up pretty badly. No big deal, I will get back into the swing of things tomorrow! And now as an added bonus I have someone to help me.
Overall my trip to Branson was not a nightmare after all – instead, it was great. The few hours I spent with my friend today were amazing, and I had 3.5 hours on the ride home to really open my eyes and see things clearly. And open they did… I saw a lot. I have always known that I have character flaws and defects – everyone does – but today mine because so crystal clear and vivid that I was stunned. It was as though I could see myself more clearly than I ever have, ever.
The weird thing is that it wasn’t depressing or sad at all. In fact, it is/was incredibly freeing. I see the things in myself that need to be changed. Best of all, even though I don’t know exactly HOW to make some of the changes right now, I feel absolutely certain I’ll be able to change them eventually.
As for my diet, I am absolutely certain without a shade of doubt in my mind that I’m on the right path. No matter what anyone tells me, I know I am meant to end up on a totally raw fruitarian diet. I don’t know when the final switch to total fruitarian/ vegan will be made, but it will… soon.
Anyway, I have a couple of weeks before I leave for So Cal… and I’m wondering what I can accomplish (weight-wise) in that time!
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