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November 2008

Turkey Coma

by Rian on November 28, 2008 · 4 comments

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Actually, I only had 1 Thanksgiving meal yesterday! I got so full at my cousin’s house that I didn’t eat for the rest of the day.

It’s weird – I only filled up one plate with small helpings of 6 dishes or so, plus had a few bites of a roll, a slice of pie, yet was SO tired after the meal that I was nearly comatose for hours! And I only had a few slices of turkey. They say there is a chemical in turkey that causes sleepiness… it sure is true.

Today I am exhausted and actually slept for about 10 hours. I’m on my 2nd cup of coffee and still tired.

Sheesh! I won’t be eating turkey again anytime soon.

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Wednesday Update

by Rian on November 26, 2008 · 2 comments

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Since yesterday, I’ve been eating “regularly” without really counting calories, but making sure that I’m paying attention to what I eat so that I don’t regain any weight. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I don’t want to have to diet or count calories on a holiday! I figure that my metabolism could use a break anyway. On Friday I will go back to stricter (and lighter) eating.

Last night, my boyfriend T (yes, we are officially “together” now!) and I went shopping at Whole Foods, my absolute favorite grocery store. (Trader Joe’s is a close second). I stocked up on “clean”, healthy foods like fresh cut fruit, berries, raw sunflower and pumpkin seeds, some veggies, some organic pasta, and cheese.

For those of you who don’t know, I am ADDICTED to cheese. T is also, so we got several small cheeses to sample:

We got to sample the Seaside Cheddar at the store, and it was VERY sharp and delicious!

We also got another cheese which isn’t pictured above – one that has now become one of my favorite cheeses EVER! The brand is “Natural AltaDena Select” and it’s the Sharp Cheddar Cheese version, which is made from raw milk, aged over 180 days and has no colors or preservatives. We let this cheese sit out of the fridge last night for about an hour before trying it, and let me tell you.. mmmmmmmmmmmm!

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Monday Update

by Rian on November 24, 2008 · 3 comments

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(I really need to come up with more creative post titles.)

Anyway, yesterday’s brunch didn’t get served until nearly 4pm, so it ended up being the only meal I ate! I had some pancakes, a strip of turkey bacon and some coffee. Later on that night I had a couple handfuls of microwave popcorn. So it’s really no wonder that I lost another pound on the scale, putting me down a grand total of 13 pounds from my highest weight! Yay!

My ears and throat seem to be back to normal, finally. As for my sinuses, well… still having some draining problems. It’s still causing me occasional pain and phlegm problems.

I think I may know a reason for my recent loss of appetite… it turns out that two of the meds I’m on have possible side effects of appetite loss. One is the prescription nasal spray I got a few days ago, and the other is the Lortab (hydrocodone). I’ve been taking the nasal spray every day (not that it seems to do much good!) and taking hydrocodone when needed for the bad sinus headaches, which isn’t very often at this point. I did have to take one the other day though and I noticed that I had absolutely NO appetite for about 8 hours following the dose, which made me wonder why. So I did some online research and found out that some people use Lortab/Vicodin to lose weight! How crazy is that – to use a narcotic painkiller to suppress the appetite?!

Anyway…today I had some chicken and a pear for a late breakfast. I’ve been invited over to dinner again by my sister and her boyfriend, but I probably won’t go since they are having fried chicken and all sorts of super-fattening (but delicious) stuff. Or maybe I will go and just have a small portion.

I really need to get back to exercising regularly!

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Sunday Morning

by Rian on November 23, 2008 · 4 comments

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I’m heading over to my sister’s house for brunch in a while… her boyfriend (who coincidentally enough is the cousin of my ex-boyfriend from New Hampshire, J, who I may have mentioned in this blog like 18 months ago!) is making brunch and they have invited me over. He is supposedly an excellent cook, so I’m probably in for a treat! I have a feeling today is going to be as busy as yesterday, so I am going to have a nice-sized brunch and probably not eat again until dinnertime.

I’m actually excited for the upcoming holiday (Thanksgiving) this year. I am so blessed to be around family and friends and a growing relationship with an amazing guy… I actually have 3 sets of plans on Thanksgiving Day. I am not sure how I am going to fit all that food in! I do however plan to eat very lightly for the several days leading up to it.

T and I may take a walk later today if I am up for it. It’s high time I got back out there and restarted my exercise plan now that I’m feeling almost 100% better… (more like 85%).

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Saturday Night Update

by Rian on November 22, 2008 · 7 comments

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Just a quick update because I am on my way out in a bit… today was an extremely busy day and I barely had time to eat much of anything. Breakfast this morning (around 8am) was an English muffin, eggbeaters, turkey bacon and a pear. Then I was out the door around 11am and didn’t get back home until around just now (around 7pm). Earlier around 5pm I had a breve espresso drink (basically just espresso and half and half – mmmmmm). Right now I’m having a grilled boneless skinless chicken breast and some brown rice.

I know I won’t be eating anything else today, so my calorie total is only going to be between 800-900. Very low indeed but at this point I just don’t care. Eventually my full appetite will return which will in turn make me eat more calories. Right now I am taking full advantage of the low appetite!

Oh yes, and it looks like me and the guy I’ve been seeing – whom I’ll call T in this blog – are back on, for now… it seems like I have more feelings for him than I thought I did.

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Saturday Morning

by Rian on November 22, 2008 · 8 comments

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I woke up this morning 2 pounds down and feeling a LOT better! The only complaint I would have is my ears still don’t feel “right”. But everything else is pretty much OK.

Yesterday was a bad day for me, as I got into a falling out with the guy I’d been seeing. We decided to go our separate ways. Last night I was pretty bummed out, but today I feel better. There are a million fish in the sea, and I deserve to be with someone who I’m a bit more compatible with.

I think my appetite is struggling to come back, so I’ve decided to have a real breakfast for the first time in a while. I’d still like to be down 20 pounds (from my start weight) by the end of this year, but it doesn’t seem likely. Nothing wrong with shooting for it though.

The good news is that today I have 50 days of sobriety, and I realized that although I’ve been eating very little over the past week, I haven’t had any blood sugar problems in quite some time! :-D

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Friday Update

by Rian on November 21, 2008

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I am actually starting to feel better today! For the first time in a week or two, I woke up in little to no pain. I’m still a bit congested however and have absolutely NO appetite. My usually form-fitting pants are actually pretty loose now. I have to admit that this pleases me.

I am actually leaving to go pick up my prescriptions from yesterday, as I never got around to leaving the house yesterday. I think the day in did me good.

All I’ve had today to eat is an apple, a pear and a half of a grilled chicken breast. Dairy is still off limits until all congestion goes away. I may just stick to Gatorade and maybe soup.

I hope everyone has a great weekend!

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Comments Being Opened Again

by Rian on November 21, 2008 · 13 comments

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Hey you all, I wanted to let you know that I am re-opening comments on this site. Feel free to leave any comment you wish – even negative ones – and I will post them all (except truly hateful ones).

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Update

by Rian on November 20, 2008 · 4 comments

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I called the doctor’s office today and spoke to a nurse. We have decided to try me out on some nasal spray and ear drops for a few more days. If that doesn’t work, I will have to go on another course of antibiotics.

I woke up this morning with pain in my right ear and terrible headache. I took a hydrocodone and went back to bed, then woke up around 11:30am. (Almost 13 hours of sleep altogether!) My sinus infection seems better but now my right ear and throat (still) are bothering me. I’m taking it easy and keeping up on the vitamins and fluids, so hopefully I will get better.

A person commented on a previous post that I should probably stop thinking about my weight altogether. While it’s definitely not at the front of my mind during my illness, if I forget about it completely, I will stop trying to lose, therefore, my weight will stay the same. I know I’ve mentioned this a few times in previous posts but I will say it again: I absolutely HAVE to reduce my weight ON THE SCALE soon – very soon – or else I will have to go on high blood pressure meds. Period. Plus, I am overweight – why on earth should I stay this way? It is not healthy for me to have a high blood pressure. There isn’t a doctor alive right now who wouldn’t agree that should I continue my weight loss efforts once I get better.

I appreciate most of the comments I receive, but some of them simply confuse me!

Today I have to admit I have eaten very little – simply a bowl of cereal (with water, to avoid dairy) this morning. However, it’s not because of dieting, but because my throat hurts and I feel like sh*t. I’m about to order some dinner from a delivery service though.

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Wednesday Update

by Rian on November 19, 2008 · 5 comments

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I don’t think I am ever going to get over this ENT infection… it’s really, really getting me down. At this point I am literally coughing up phlegm at various times throughout the day (sorry, I know that is disgusting!) The stuff is draining down the back of my throat and if I don’t spit/cough it out, it nearly chokes me. I have decided not to eat or drink anything with dairy in it, which seems to excasberate the problem.

If things don’t improve by tomorrow I am going back to the doctor.

Blah blah blah the same old thing, I know, I know… I am always complaining about something in this damn blog!

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Monday Update

November 17, 2008

The new antibiotics seem to be doing the trick! Every day since starting the new one I’ve felt a little better. My neck glands have finally went down, which is a huge relief. It’s odd – shortly after I took the first dose, my “cold” symptoms went away. Which leads me [...]

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Saturday Morning Update

November 15, 2008

Being that my sleep schedule is really messed up right now, it is 6:45am and I haven’t yet gone to bed! I did manage to get to the doctor last night though and it was determined that I now have: 1. Tonsillitis; 2. Sinusitis (again); 3. Otitis; (again).
Anyway, the doctor prescribed me a much [...]

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OW

November 14, 2008

A sledgehammer to the head would be less painful than this awful sinus migraine headache that has been plaguing me since last night.

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Ugh

November 14, 2008

I am still sick and actually running a bit of a fever right now for some reason. Which is odd considering I only have a cold…?
For now I’m resting and letting the fever run its course. If it gets much worse I will probably head to the doctors.
I want to weigh myself but [...]

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Wednesday Update

November 12, 2008

“The Cold” is now hitting full force. Nose is being blown approximately every 30 seconds – and that is AFTER having taken an antihistamine. Without the antihistamine, my nose-blowing was a nonstop activity.
Sleep is pretty much not happening. I slept on and off all day yesterday (until about 5pm) because I was [...]

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Dammit!

November 11, 2008

What is it about November and dieting that always gets me sick?! (This happened last year as well). Anyway, I seem to have come down with a massive head/throat cold in the space of the last 24 hours, despite taking large amounts of Vitamin C for the past year. My throat hurts [...]

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Update

November 10, 2008

My Calvin Klein jeans – which were only bought a month or two ago – were so loose this evening that I thought they had somehow come unbuttoned! All of a sudden I could slide them off without unbuttoning/unzipping them! Wow.
That, by the way, was after I ate a bacon & eggs meal [...]

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Still Goin' Strong

November 9, 2008

My weight loss is still in forward motion. In fact, it is speeding ahead at a quicker-than-usual rate for various reasons!
I cannot WAIT to weigh myself, but I am going to have to wait until probably no earlier than this coming Wed or Thurs.
Not much else to report… I’ve been staying pretty active over [...]

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Going Semi Low-Carb

November 7, 2008

I’ve decided that starting today I am going to do a semi low-carb plan… my first meal of the day will be healthy fiber-filled carbs (maybe a piece of fruit and cereal or bran, etc); the rest of the day will be low or no carbs – meats, veggies, proteins, some fat. I will [...]

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Oops

November 6, 2008

All this time when I’ve been saying “fat free ranch dressing” it turns out it was really “low fat” or more appropriately, “light”, with 80 calories and 7 grams of fat. Sorry for the error!

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