Quick Update
April 19th, 2008 by Rian | Filed under Miscellaneous.Just wanted to do a quick update and let you all know I’m doing well! My physical health has returned, as has my peace of mind. The weather out here has been beautiful lately. I am kind of taking a break from the internet (as much as my job as a “web publisher/blogger” allows me to, that is).
B has been getting super trashed every night back in NH and calling me while he is wasted out of his mind… it’s getting to the point where I don’t want to answer the phone anymore. I’ve been attending AA meetings and I think it’s helping me see why I got quite a bit out of control with my drinking back in NH… when I do return there, things are going to have to be different. No bars with B, no hanging with B because frankly, he triggers me to drink. I blame myself because it was my choice to drink, but he is definitely a trigger because he drinks and smokes herb like there is no tomorrow. I cannot do that to myself anymore… (well, the drinking, not the herb, as I don’t do that anyway). There is a chance that I may only be returning to NH to pack my things. But more on that later… I have some important decisions to make and a few months to make them.
I’ll update on my new exercise and eating plan later on! I hope everyone is enjoying the weekend so far.
AA must be really effective if you’re making all these changes so soon. You are helping a lot of people by talking about it. Maybe an AA blog is in your future?
Hmm, what do you mean? The only change I have made is to stop drinking.
Yes AA is effective, after going to a meeting I have no desire to drink, which is definitely good.
I guess I was responding to your hint about possible relocation and not seeing B anymore. Those are only two changes, but they seem like big ones to me. By the way, I know you’re taking a teeny break from blogging on this site, but thanks for keeping theskinnywebsite updated! I’m completely addicted to it.