Saturday Update

One quick thing I should mention about the photos in the previous post is that I hold a lot of weight in my face. I unfortunately inherited my mom’s side of the family’s “chin”, and my face always makes me look about 20 pounds heavier in photos than I really am. Seriously. I have a double chin in photos even when I am around a 20 BMI (weigh around 125 pounds)! It sucks, but you can’t fight genes. (Well, unless you resort to plastic surgery!)

Moving on… today began with someone banging on my front door around 9am. Given the fact that I fell asleep around 6am this morning (insomnia strikes again!!), I was in no mood to answer it. Especially since I wasn’t expecting anyone. My ex-boyfriend J has a tendency to sometimes stop over without calling. (Or, he’ll call as he’s banging on the front door.) Although he’s not technically allowed in this building. (Long story that I won’t get into).

Anyway, after grumbling a bit and finally managing to stagger out of bed, I realized that I wasn’t really dressed, so I threw on some pajama bottoms and looked out the peephole in my apartment door, only to find nobody there. Apparently whoever knocked didn’t care if I answered the door or not. I looked out the window and saw the two vehicles that the maintenance men (for my building) drive. I’m not sure why they were knocking, but I figured it had something to do with the fact that they were cleaning out and painting the apartment below mine. I guess the very loud and obnoxious people below me FINALLY got evicted or moved out… yay! Thankfully the maintenance guys didn’t turn off the water again. (Earlier in the week they turned the building’s water off without notifying anyone. I had to go to the gym that day unshowered… yuck.)

So being exhausted after 3 hours of sleep, I went back to bed until about 2pm. (Hey, it’s Saturday, I’m entitled). Don’t ask me what I did last night because I will NOT confess. Let’s just say it wasn’t good. Anyway, I have felt like crap all day long physically. No gym. Barely any eating. My appetite level has plunged to nothingness. I tried to eat some waffles but after 2 bites I left it on the counter. All I’ve had today is a glass of lemon water, 2 bites of waffles and 1/2 of an apple.

Tomorrow is Easter Sunday, and I wish I was in Tulsa already so I could go to church with my aunt and sister and cousin(s) and niece. I don’t know anyone out here in NH that would actually step foot in a church, unfortunately. I feel as though I need some family members around right now!

Speaking of which, I’m heading back to Tulsa ASAP. I’ve been working on transferring files and software to my new laptop, and I’m about 1/3 of the way done. Before leaving I need to make sure the laptop is running in tip-top shape. As soon as it is ready, I’m leaving…